sorry to hear about the luck.
But don't give up the dream and still start to plan for it.
You can piece it together a little at a time.
A Lee Anniversary kit is a good starting point on a tight budget.
and there is ton's of material to glean off the net
http://www.predatormastersforums.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1480174#Post1480174
