I see that there is some one on here belives that if a person has PTSD that they are looking for a pay day for it.
A couple points that are my opion-
If a man or a woman does gets disabilty for PTSD due to their involvment in military action I feel that is only right given the fact they gave up part of their life so people can say stupid thing they know noting about.
and point number 2 not every body that has PTSD tries to get disabilty - some suffer in slience , while other deal with it by hiding out while they sort it all out , which is what I did.
I have included a interview I did with NBC news while I was in "hidding".
But first I want to say this :
A friend of mine - Frank- and I went thur boot camp , Itr , BITS , ect. training together was standing 5' in front of me
in Viet Nam when his face was taken off by a round from a apprent snipper. as he was hit he turn to face me then fell.
As a 18 year old kid that is a sight I'll never get over ,
but I do not want disabilty for it.
Even if I did get disabilty for it the image will always be there.
I am Bob Wise my wife is Beth and My daughter is Tandy.
I will add that parts of the interview were not aired because the public can not grasp the reality of it.
3/25/84
Title: PRIVATE LIVES, PRIVATE WARS (MOUNTAIN VETS)
Production Unit: FC
Media Type: AS
Media ID: M840325
Ardome ID: 1100100714808237022
Hit Time: 19:33:13
Duration: 00:15:00;00
Location: Idaho;Spokane;South Vietnam;Washington
Era: 1980s
Personalities: Neff, Steve;Neff, Al;Neff, Kitty;Neff, Ricki;Logan, Lee;Wise, Bob;Wise, Tandy;Wise, Beth;Holden, David
Long Description:
PANORAMA OF SKY SEEN. VIETNAM VETS VO SAYS THAT IN ORDER TO MAINTAIN HIS SELF-CONTROL HE HAS TO BE AWAY FROM PEOPLE & ADDS HE CAN'T PUT UP WITH PEOPLES GAMES OR THEIR FOOLISH NONSENSE. VETERAN BOB WISE SAYS PEOPLE DIDN'T BELIEVE HIS ACCOUNTS OF THINGS HE WITNESSED IN VIETNAM. VETERAN STEVE NEFF RELATES INCIDENT OF BEING ASKED TO LEAVE A BAR BECAUSE PATRONS DIDN'T WANT GI'S PRESENT & EXPRESSES DISMAY ABOUT THE PUBLIC'S DISAPPROVAL OF VIET VETS. VETERAN LOGAN MAINTAINS MANY OF HIS FRIENDS DIED NEEDLESSLY IN VIETNAM. CLIP OF US MARINES DEPLOYING FROM LANDING CRAFT ON BEACH IN SOUTH VIETNAM; HELICOPTER GUNSHIPS FLYING OFF LEAVING US SOLDIERS STANDING IN HIGH GRASS; FIRE ISSUING FROM RIFLES MUZZLE; JET DROPPING BOMBS; SOLDIER TORCHING GRASS HUT; & SOLDIERS AIDING WOUNDED COMRADES SEEN. NEFF HOME IN FOREST CLEARING SEEN. NEFF VO ACKNOWLEDGES THE IMPACT OF THE VIETNAM WAR ON HIS PRESENT WAY OF LIFE. NEFF WALKS ON HIS PROPERTY. CABIN INTERIOR SEEN & NEFF SAYS HE BUILT THE DWELLING TO SUIT HIS FAMILY. NEFFS WIFE RICKI PREPARES FOOD & SAYS HER HUSBAND STEVE IS SAFE IN THE WILDERNESS. NEFF SAYS HIS HOME IS ONE OF THE FEW THINGS HE BELIEVES IS WORTH DYING FOR. NEFF & YOUNG DAUGHTER SEEN OUTSIDE CABIN. STILLS OF NEFF AS A BOY; & CLIPS OF NEFF IN USMC DRESS UNIFORM WITH RELATIVES; & NEFF & COMPANION BOARDING PLANE SEEN AS NEFFS VO ACKNOWLEDGES AN ENJOYABLE CHILDHOOD. NEFFS MOTHER KITTY SAYS THE UNCERTAINTY OF HER SONS FATE WHILE HE WAS IN VIETNAM MADE HER VERY UPSET. NEFF CITES HIS FAMILYS LEGACY OF MILITARY SERVICE GOING BACK TO THE AMERICAN REVOLUTION. STILLS OF NEFF IN VIETNAM SEEN. NEFFS FATHER AL SAYS HE WASNT AWARE THAT VIETNAM VETS FELT SO UNWELCOME UPON RETURNING HOME. STILLS OF NEFF AS HIPPIE MOTORCYCLE GANG MEMBER & ON HORSEBACK SEEN. NEFF & FATHER STROLL THROUGH FOREST. EMOTIONAL NEFF SAYS THERE HAS TO BE A PEACEFUL SOLUTION TO WAR & ADDS MEN WHO MURDER PEOPLE CANT BE EXPECTED TO SURVIVE MENTALLY. AL NEFF SAYS HE FELT AS IF HED LOST A SON AFTER HIS SON RETURNED FROMVIETNAM; ADDS STEVE DIDNT ASSOCIATE WITH FAMILY; MENTIONS THE FAMILY ALMOST CLOSED THE DOOR ON STEVE FOR AWHILE; & SAYS HE HOPES STEVE REALIZES HIS FAMILY WAS TRYING TO HELP HIM. AL WIPES TEARS FROM HIS EYES. PANORAMA OF SNOW-COVERED MOUNTAINS SEEN. VETERAN LOGAN SAYS VIETNAM WAS A NIGHTMARE & ADDS EVERY DAY HE REGRETS HAVING GONE THERE. TEPEE & SHACK ON LOGAN PROPERTY SEEN. LOGAN GATHERS FIREWOOD. LOGAN SAYS THE GOVT IS EVIL & DOESNT CARE ABOUT PEOPLE OTHERWISE THE GOVT WOULDNT SEND MEN TO WAR. LOGAN STROLLS THROUGH FOREST & MENTIONS THAT HE FEELS FREE BEING IN THE WILDERNESS. VETERAN BOB WISE SAYS HE DECIDED TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYBODY & EVERYTHING SHORTLY BEFORE HE LEFT THE SERVICE. SMOKING CHIMNEY OF WISES CABIN SEEN. WISE LISTENS AS YOUNG DAUGHTER TANDY READS. WISES WIFE BETH COOKS. WISE SAYS HE CANT LIVE IN SOCIETY; & STATES THAT DURING VIETNAM DUTY HE OFTEN WISHED TO BE KILLED SO HE WOULDNT HAVE TO CARRY ON MILITARY RESPONSIBILITIES. WISE MAINTAINS THE BEST WAY OF SOLVING A PROBLEM IS TO KILL THE PERSON WHO IS THE CAUSE OF A PROBLEM. WISES CABIN; MAKESHIFT SHOWER; & OUTHOUSE SEEN. WISE EXPRESSES DISTRESS THAT PEOPLE; INCLUDING THE NBC NEWS CREW; CAN FIND HIM IN THE MOUNTAINS & SAYS HE WANTS TO REACH THE POINT OF TOTAL ISOLATION FROM SOCIETY. BETH WISE SAYS THE FAMILY HAS BEEN THROUGH A LOT BUT SHE WONT GIVE UP. WISE TOTES RIFLE & WALKS THROUGH SNOW-COVERED WILDERNESS WITH HUNTING DOGS. WISE SAYS HE DOESNT DRINK ANYMORE; SLEEPS WELL; & ADDS HE HOPES TO IMPROVE THE WILDERNESS LIVING CONDITIONS BECAUSE HIS FAMILY DESERVES BETTER. CLIP OF HUEY HELICOPTER IN FLIGHT; RIVER WINDING BELOW HUEY; TRACER FIRE FROM HUEYS GUNS; & GIS VIEWING VIETCONG CORPSES SEEN. SPOKANE VETERANS COUNSELOR HOLDEN CLAIMS ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE EXPERIENCED VIETNAM WITHOUT PAIN. DURING RAP SESSION VETERAN REMARKS ON FEELINGS OF HOSTILITY. CLIP OF JET FIGHTER DROPPING NAPALM; & SOLDIERS FIRING MACHINE GUN & GRENADE LAUNCHER SEEN. HOLDEN MAINTAINS THAT ALIENATED VETS NEED COMPASSIONOTHERWISE THEYLL WIND UP IN THE WOODS TRYING TO HIDE FROM SOCIETY. NEFF CHOPS WOOD. HOLDEN SAYS DISGRUNTLED VETS HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT THEYLL NEVER BE THE PERSONS THEY THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE BEFORE VIETNAM. NEFF FAMILY SAYS GRACE AT SUPPER TABLE. STEVE NEFF SAYS THAT WITHIN A YEAR [beeep] BE TOTALLY SELF-SUFFICIENT ON HIS LAND & ADDS [beeep] STAY WHERE HE IS UNTIL HES DEAD.
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